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The Earth Dodecahedron as shared by Matias De Stefano and the YoSoy network
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In 2014 I wrote: 'Interconnection; evoking all of your potential and living fully Alive' is the working title of my forthcoming book. The (e)book got published in 2015 titled:
"Conscious Interconnection Volume 1: See to your Balance; Bodymind Basics for Living and Working". (Available on www.boekenbestellen.nl)
Why do I feel called to write? Most people have one or more Life questions to walk wi
th. My expertise is mentoring the process of finding answers to questions or Quests and the many ways this process potentially gets delayed or obstructed. Volume 1:
A Life Question in my perspective is a mini Quest, an explorative adventure. In the case when your main Life Quest or Venture is losing momentum, or even finds itself abandonned leaving you with an aching feeling of unfulfillment, it is most probable that a survival response got in your way. The survival responses Fight and Flee are well known. Lots of self help books cover these responses and how to manage them. There is a third, more hidden form of survival: Freeze. The survival response Freeze in my perspective is highly underestimated in its dimming effect on self-realization and Living fully Alive. From my 30 years of experience I conclude that Freeze responses are more difficult to detect, more painfull to acknowledge and more reluctant to accept being inspired into fresh, Alive momentum. Alive momentum is momentum in the flow of life, without resorting to merely shifting from one to another survival mode. Shifting from Freeze to Fight for instance might feel a bit more active and thus a litle less bad, but my educated guess is that it is not the sustainable outcome you are really looking for. You know there is unused potential and a more intense sense of fulfillment waiting to be evoked. By finding out how to Live more fully Alive. How to be in a state of Presence. Get going and get reading and get creative. In Volume 2 (forthcoming in 2022) my new vocation of metAware and Wholeness Artist will be speaking, of course founded on my knowledge in the deep and multidimensional arena of Conscious Interconnection. Do you want more Art and Aliveness in your Life? Send me a message or an email. Much Love
Mar
The Earth Dodecahedron as shared by Matias De Stefano and the YoSoy network
About integral quadrants
In Dutch this time.
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Aandachtsvelden
NL. 1e versie
Het lijkt erop dat onze menselijke evolutie zich beweegt
Van aandachts-punten naar aandachtsvelden
De vier meest basale aandachtsvelden Zijn de vier kwadranten zoals voorgesteld door Ken Wilber
De velden van ~Ik en ~Het-enkelvoud
~Wij en ~Het-meervoud (ENG: I~It~We~Its)
Deze vier kwadranten lijken archetypisch te zijn
D.w.z. niet verder reduceerbaar dan tot deze vier
Ze lijken ook archaïsch te zijn:
Niet verder te deconstrueren zonder te eindigen in 'the boundless timeless'
Dat laatste is een heel ander onderwerp
Een Eenheidsbewustzijn dat voor de meesten van ons (inclusief ikzelf) onvoorstelbaar is
Gelukkig zijn de vier kwadranten zijn wel voorstelbaar
En kunnen ook beleefbaar worden
Ze ontstaan door twee belevingsassen met elkaar te combineren:
Binnen ~ Buiten en Individueel ~ Collectief
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Kennis maken met deze vier aandachtsvelden
Is geest-verruimend en psycho-actief Zonder dat je 'er iets voor hoeft in te nemen'
Het is een simpele kaart met vier vakken
Die je 'tot je neemt' via je ogen
Samen met het besef van hun onzichtbare altijd-aanwezigheid
Ze gaan samen op voor alles
Zijn toepasbaar op alles
Zijn her-kenbaar in alles
Deze aandachtsvelden
Vormen een geHeel
geheel dat ik Leven noem
~~~
Ik kom er nog op terug
Ik stop er even mee voor vandaag
Ik heb niet zo'n goede dag
Een oude pijn vol van paniek
Vraagt om haar verder te integreren
Dat gaat niet samen met dit soort 'verhandelingen' over iets super belangrijks
Liefs
Mar
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My Patreon account has been deleted. I don't know why. So the links I shared in this Interconnection page that are related to Patreon unfortunately don't work anymore.
Vol 2 Wholeness and the I-quadrant
Vol 1 zooms in a bit more on the Its-quadrant. Volume 2 on the I-quadrant before moving into exploring the We- and Its-.
All quadrants together with Source are Wholeness. Wholeness forms smaller Wholes, like the four integral quadrants combining inner and outer, individual and collective.
The four quadrants co-arise in different symphonies and other sensorial art pieces called experiences.
They weave an infinity of different streams that are never ever apart.
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Wholeness
Non-duality is such a dual word
And it does not cover All
It does not cover complete totality
Non-duality is the dual plus the non-dual
It is doubly non-dual so to say
I find it confusing
So I prefer using the word Wholeness
For the Absolute plus the Relative
Nirvana and Samsara
Stillness and Eros
For feeling the co-arising
Of all four integral quadrants
Co-arising and co-returning
To Source
Where all is United
As Infinite Quality
In perfect balance
Longing to become Aliveness
Less than perfect
More than just One
Yet Whole never the less
In the It-quadrant practicality is venerated most
In the I-quadrant states of consciousness are
In the We-quadrant relationship is adored
In the Its-quadrant systems are la crème de la crème
How wonderful
To be able to move
As all of these
While being connected to Source
In my and your
Own unique way
Creating beautiful collages
Of Aliveness
Much Love
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Mind the RAIN
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"Gayatri Mantra"
The frequency of 108 is the hidden pulse, or rhythm that is the essence of the living mathematics of Nature, it is the reason why the Vedas worshipped this number by incorporating it into their 108 rosary beads (mala) when they chant their mantras. The most revered of all mantras is the Gayatri Mantra, the most famous Eastern song or Prayer of Enlightenment which is always chanted 108 times, also has a rhythm of 24 syllables! What else embodies mathematically these two numbers 24 and 108. It can only be the Reduced Fibonacci Sequence. Thus in a sense, the Brahmins sonically encrypted or hid this rare sacred knowledge of the Universe’s underlying Patterns of Sri 108 in a song or prayer about the Triple Worlds and an Inner Sun (Savitri). The Vedas teach that this knowledge was written on the Rays of the Sun.
Jain 108
Living with the uncensored fire of full, unapologetic Aliveness.
How dare she?
How dare I
How dare you?
The Audacity
How dare she
Wear those shoes
And color her hair like that
And take up space
And use her voice
And allow no diminishing
Who does she think she is
You wonder as you bristle and
Make her an alien in your mind
But buried beneath
Is the seed of envy
And it was you
A stranger to yourself and your power
Who had no map to get
From here to there
Until the great fire
Came and burned away
All the thorns and brambles that kept
You from finding the way home
Into your own heart
Where you will now live
Spending your remaining beats
However you damn well please
Because you are just glad to be alive
After the great undoing and rebuilding
And in the ashes from which you arose
You will find that seed of envy
Transformed
And you will understand how all the others
Dared to be how they wished
Because you are now one
Who has gained
Freedom through fire
So you color your hair with a wisp of purple
Or let your silver shine through
And wear flowing skirts and bangles
Or every color of the rainbow at once
And your presence
Even when quiet
Announces I deserve this
And you become a
Gardener without intending
Planting a seed of permission
And one day an observer
Who is staring as you
Knowingly smile back
Will be collecting the remains
And blooms of her own fire
Only to ask her heart
Not
How dare I?
But always
How can I not?
~Laurel Trautwein~
Archaeology for the Woman's Soul
Playing with a new title for
Conscious Interconnection Volume 2:
Get to Know your Wholeness
In this Volume I will share more of my views
I will Muse
On the utter Intimacy of Openness and Transparency
On Presencing your unused Potential & firiest Passion & frozen Patterns of Protection and their interweavings
On the utter Intimacy of relating
with Openness and Transparency
to All that is:
Your Unique Self
The Sacred
The World in all of its expressions
The subconscious and other Invisibles
And everything Else
On Living fully Alive
In the Prosperous Peace
Of Conscious Interconnection
This means going beyond the BodyMind basics And Seeing to your Balance as presented in Volume 1.
By looking and feeling into:
Deepening the quality of your aware Presence (Clarity)
Syncing with the Sacred (inner Peace)
Expanding your the range of your Perception (Resilience)
Slowly inviting you into extended abilities like:
Holding more variables at the same time
Including all four integral quadrants (It I We It's spaces and relationships) in your perception
Being able to be a point (of focussed attention), a pillar (of peaceful strength) and a wave (of natural dynamism).
And, maybe, feeling the Spontaneity of the Universe resonating with every cell of your body :)
Much Love
Mar
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Concept list of 24 Pains as possible Portals into Wholeness for Conscious Interconnection Volume 2
In addition to the list of 24 fears of Volume 1
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24 Pains of ~Body ~Mind~ Soul ~Spirit
Bodily pain of embodiment
Hunger pain
Unbearable temperatures pain
Physical sharp penetrating pain
Physical blunt pain
Pain of pressure/discomfort/dis-balance
Pain of physical numbness
~~~
Mind pain of partial dis-embodiment
Unclarity/confusion/chaos/puzzledness
Intensity/muchness/overflowing full-ness
Anticipating surrender
Indifference/not-caring
Distance /non-intimacy
Anticipating death
~~~
Soul pain of un-embodied subtle presence
Stretching of Openness
Aloneness of Unique Innocence/Authenticity
The unveiled Transparency of empathy
The sharp Discernment of clair-sentience
Stunted Aliveness of potential
Blocked Flow of passion
~~~
Spirit pain of the very subtle yet super intense longing for sacred embodiment
Frozen momentum
Absence of seamlessness
Uninhabited desertedness
Dis-appointing from my/the Original Design/SHe
Betraying The BeLoved
Longing
~~~
Context:
Musings on trauma and healing from the point of view that
Trauma is lost momentum
Due to frozen fear and frozen pain
Seducing us into
Contraction
Repression
Denial
Disconnection
Disintegration
Disgrace
Much Love
Mar
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Eternity is here
Yet I can't promise it to you
It is not mine
To give
Like you
I am a receiver
Waiting for Eternity
To Grace me and you
So we can chose to be
In Timelessness together
Where there is no waiting
~~~
I watch your hands
Unravel the roots of a hypericum
Unveiling the many gifts
Of this one little cluster
So it can spread it's roots wider
Gracing our garden
With its generosity
With splashes of enthused yellow
Frail and bright
Not waiting
For anything
Much Love
Mar
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Sarada Devi embodies the feminine power that initiates seekers onto a spiritual path through unconditional love.
As a guru, Sarada Devi was known for treating all of her disciples as her children. Many of her devotees relate that she initiated them in a dream. She appeared as a goddess in human form and gave them a mantra. When they met her for the first time, they would recall the dream and know instantly they were encountering their guru.
When your soul selects her card:
Sarada Devi loved all her disciples unconditionally and equally. In her teachings she emphasized that there is no such thing as a stranger. She encouraged her devotees to understand that everyone we meet is actually a part of us, and is connected to us. And that if we want to experience true peace, we need to own the fault and judgment that we project onto others. We need to see our own faults and forgive them with love.
Sarada Devi whispers gently to us, “No one is a stranger, my child; this whole world is your own.” So if something keeps showing up in the people we meet, and in the relationships we are cultivating, Sarada asks us to meet them from within us. Meaning, the aspects of this “other” person might be causing pain or frustration or just plain aversion, these same aspects exist within us.
If we are willing to really meet with these aspects within us, the universe will keep
presenting them to us in our relationships. And it’s not to p**s us off, it’s to free us. It’s out of a deep love for us to fully heal. The goal here is for us to love ourselves fiercely from within, without judgment or shame for where we are in the moment. The goal is to let us mother ourselves with unconditional love. That’s the only love that will quiet those harsh, critical voices within us. So we can stop wasting our time mired in judgment, of others, or ourselves and get on with being the perfectly imperfect light that we are. “
- Meggan Watterson, the Divine Feminine Oracle
“Sri Sarada Devi”
Mixed Media
2019
You are that blessed soul who
belongs to the garden of paradise,
is it fair to let yourself
fall apart in a shattered house?
You are the bird of happiness
in the magic of existence,
what a pity! Why you let
yourself be chained and caged?
Break free!
Break free from this dark prison
called material world,
soon you will see
you are the sage and the fountain of life.
Rumi ❤️
Art: Ai Lan
“Let someone love you just the way you are—as flawed as you might be, as unattractive as you sometimes feel, as unaccomplished as you think you are. To believe you must hide all the parts of you that are broken, out of fear that someone else is incapable of loving what is less than perfect, is to believe that sunlight is incapable of entering a broken window and illuminating a dark room.”
— Iain S. Thomas
[ “Where the Moon Rises” by Naya Kotko Photography ]
The arts are a very human way of making life more bearable.
Practicing an art, no matter how well or badly, is a way to make your Soul grow, for heaven's sake.
Sing in the shower.
Dance to the radio.
Tell stories.
Write a poem to a friend, even a lousy poem.
Do it as well as you possible can.
You will get an enormous reward.
You will have created something.
-Kurt Vonnegut Jr.-
Archaeology for the Woman's Soul
Photo: Original Women Photography by Carmelita Iezzi | Conceptual Art on Paper | Lady birds
"A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe."
~ Albert Einstein
(photo source unknown, comment for credit.)
"I've read a lot of books, but I've forgotten most of them. I wonder, what is the purpose of reading?"
This was the question a student once asked his Master. The Master did not answer at the time. However, after a few days, as he and the young pupil were sitting near a river, he said he was thirsty and asked the boy to bring him some water with a dirty old strainer that was on the ground.
The pupil was startled, because he knew it was a request without logic. However, he could not contradict his Master and, having taken the strainer, he began to perform this absurd task. Every time he dipped the strainer into the river to bring a little water to take to his Master, he could not even take a step towards him, for there was not a drop left in the strainer. He tried and tried dozens of times but, no matter how hard he tried to run faster from the shore to his Master, the water kept passing through all the holes in the sieve and was lost on the way. Exhausted, he sat down next to the Master and said, "I can't get water with that sieve. Forgive me Master, it is impossible and I have failed in my task."
"No," replied the old man smiling, "you have not failed. Look at the strainer, now it shines, it is clean, it is as good as new. The water, seeping through its holes, has cleaned it. When you read books," continued the old Master, "you are like a sieve and they are like river water. It does not matter if you cannot keep in your memory all the water they let flow through you, because books, however, with their ideas, emotions, feelings, knowledge, the truth you will find between their pages, will cleanse your mind and spirit and make you a better and renewed person. This is the purpose of reading."
Vol 4 Ultimate Intimacy: Wholeness Inspired by the Enlivening Force of Eros
Mar
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First draft of a new view on
Conscious Interconnection Volume 4
Ultimate Intimacy: Wholeness Inspired by the Enlivening Force of Eros
Part 1
A psycho-spiritual vision on adding the 'superposition' of fully Alive Presence to personal Pleasure, Pain and Protection
Part 2
A participatory approach to going from unconsciously sensing our collective fragmentational Distress into the innermost depths of united collective Consciousness
Foreword
Eros is Life Force
It can't be proven
It is here
There
And everywhere
It is around us and permeates us
There is no escape from its boundlessness
We can try to repress and deny it
But then it will just shapeshift
Into a thing of lesser beauty
To Live fully Alive
I open myself
As far as I can
To Eros
To Life
Means being practical and clair-sentient
Means allowing for ultimate intimacy
With me as my shell and as my inner Self
With the Sacred
With the World and Cosmos
The cost is high
What is being given is pure abundance
Experiences of beauty beyond words
Only able to be spoken of in tears
And an occasional poem
For me it is easier to be intimate with the Sacred
To Be in my Sacred Garden
Fully held by my Muse
Pricked and prompted by Her
Fluidly filled by Her continously
A stubborn part of me
Also wants to be together with a man in a joint Garden
Sharing our Wholeness
Our Beauty
Sharing the delight of Eros flowing through us fully
I thought this fourth book spoken from the ITS-quadrant
Would be about systems
The aspect of Life I least understand
Now I feel this last volume is about my Longing
For the Ultimate Intimacy of Wholeness:
The fullest openness, presence, contact and momentum possible in the moment
In as much togetherness as I can allow
With as much Aliveness and Unique Seamlessness I dare to move into
Inviting in the greatest Enthusiasm my Heart can hold
Inviting you in too
Much Love
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Contents
Foreword
Introduction
Part 1
Part 2
Epilogue
Acknowledgements
Resources
Appendices
Introduction
In general I am a generalist and work eclectic. I have a fairly free access to both my verbal and rationality supporting brain parts and my imaging and holistic brain parts.
The professional context of my work is mainly formed by my (participatory) studies in psychology since I was nearly 18: clinical psychology, social psychology, philosophical anthropology, post traumatic stress disorder, treatment of cancer patients, hypnotherapy, evolutionary psychology, intergenerational and collective trauma, the emergence of different qualities of we-spaces, the integration and combination of left and right brain hemispheres, the nervus vagus states, etc.
My educational base has been to enjoy doing four STEM topics in highschool and learning five languages over time, speaking them in different degrees of proficiency during my vacations and travels. My favorite topic in highschool was biology and I almost became a medical doctor. Instead I chose to study psychology and worked for 28 years as a therapist with 1800 clients in the first line (secondary prevention and psychosomatics) and later in the second line (early childhood trauma and the amygdala-neocortex connection).
The framework of this book series is based in the four quadrants presented in the Integral Theory of Ken Wilber created by combining the inside and outside with the individual and collective. Although these four archetypal quadrants areco-arising in every moment and basically inseparable, I use each of the four quadrants as a starting point for talking about the necessity of Conscious Interconnection (WITH everything) and Living fully Alive. Basically it is about different kinds of intimacy seen from different 'corners of perception'. This last book in the series dares to move into the realm of Ultimate Intimacy as I seefeel it.
Part 1
A psycho-spiritual vision on adding the 'superposition' of fully Alive Presence to personal Pleasure, Pain and Protection
Part 2
A participatory approach to going from unconsciously sensing our collective fragmentational Distress into the innermost intimate depths of united collective Consciousness
Becoming the BeLoved
Vedic Yoga is about
Seer Seen Seeing
Becoming One
Becoming Seamless Wholeness
To me my Quest for unveiling my innate Wholeness definitely includes going into the Underworld. My mother did not come after me. She avoided the Underworld like hell. I did not actually 'know' it was the Underworld until recently. Until I followed my daughter there, trying to save her from the clutches of Death but realising I would not be able to do so. Only Grace could and did. I am so grateful.
Meanwhile I am revisiting the Underworld again. Following an unknown allurement. Wanting to know Wholeness fully. Light and dark and warts and getting lost and all.
Lost
Something let me go
I am not sure I wanted to loose
I feel naked without it
Disoriented
It leaves an emptiness
A lost without found
Today someone said
"Let it go and see how it returns
Allow it to find you again
Whispering your new name"
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The gap between the lost and found
The quiet listening for the new name
The New Rose
The next unfolding
Can appear to be very long
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Reading a quote about the Underworld for women today I doubly realise it is about getting lost AND losing something or someone. About returning stronger by going into the underworld in a perilous quest for a true BeLoved, meeting some pseudo-lovers in the process too of course, sometimes getting enchanted and glamourised, abducted or held prisoner for a while.
All in order to find the fullest discernment possible.
To know how to Be with a Lover, Be with Love and Be Love fully.
For the longest time I am only discerning better 'what it is not'. What is not 'it'.
In the underworld seeing the visible is not the main mastery. Mastery is in using and combining all senses. Subtle senses and the five physical senses. Seeing. Hearing. Touching. Tasting. Smelling. Intuition.
In me it resulted in being able to 'seefeel'. It is probably a form of clair-sentience. In any case it is lovely and lively.
And all of the time my main Quest in Life since I was about 12 is for a beLoved. A Man. A Whole man. A Sacred Match with my own Wholeness. A chance at Seamless Togetherness in Uniqueness.
Along the way I found my Sacred Muse and her Garden Oasis. My Big Womb, Big Heart, Big Mind, Great Inspirer. But not a full match. Only partial matches.
Creativity has always been with me. I guess that is Eros whispering through me, alluring me into a huge diversity of life long interests, temporary fascinations, curious participations. Prompting me that 'there is something worthwhile here, don't pass it by'. Strangely enough I followed this beautiful way of Eros even though few around me did. Or at least nobody talked about it. Not family. Not teachers.
To be continued
The Pulse – 30 Mar to 4 Apr – This week we encounter Gene Key 21, which transforms Control into Valour.
"The Divine operates through valorous acts. We can’t own such acts, they’re simply the operational mode of consciousness when freed from personal control."
Listen to the audio:https://bit.ly/3lRiSFw
Preparation phase for launching a new initiative using video and the resonance of my voice: Conscious interConnection 'fitness training'. Feeling very blessed with people inviting and supporting me in this. 🌷
Day 1
Of my Conscious interConnection 'fitness training' project
The seed is planted
It found fertile soil
It will germinate there for a while
Preparing to come above ground
This project is being born out of a deep Longing
An unfulfilled potential
A whisper from the future
A call from the Divine
To breath
In and out
To expand and to express
Much Love
Mar
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MarArt: Prep Instellation n°1
The seed is planted
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Day 2
Of preparing to present my free online Conscious interConnection (CC) 'fitness training'
The seed is planted
There will be 20 topics within four areas of interest to enjoy co-musing about
Plus an introductory session 0
Plus a celebrative conclusion 21
The invitation letter for an orienting Zoom meeting is germinating and I will share it soon.
Looking forward
Mar
MarArt: Prep Instellation n°2
The 20 petals of the training flower
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Prep Day 3
Of the CC 'fitness training' prototyping project
The total number of sessions will be 22
As many as there are cards in the Major Arcana
Here is a picture of my heartmind going into associative overdrive while also being in the linear process of writing the basic text material for the verbal part of each of the 22 meetings (the other part being opened for creative expression in togetherness).
I've so often thought I was 'not doing enough' or was 'being too much'. While now I realise I just have a different style of showing up in Life.
I refused to 'kill it', this 'weird me', but I have never fully embraced it either.
Until now.
Thank you for being with me in this self-allowing process, which I hope will be inviting you into a similar process too.
MarArt: Prep Instellation n°3
Adding the Major Arcana for the 22 meetings
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Prep Day 4
Of the CC 'fitness training' prototyping project
There are also 22 charms and 'undertones' we could us like the 5 elements and Base~Space~Pace~Embrace~Grace. Maybe I will weave them in.
But first I need to concentrate on gathering some basics on the 20 topics I intend to riff on when we meet as a firing up of the co-musing and co-creative space.
Much Love
Mar
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MarArt: Prep Instellation n°4
Adding 20 charms for the 20 petals
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Prep Day 5
Of the CC 'fitness training' adventure
There are 20 interwoven topics for me to riff on, one at the time, when we meet, also having
a Q&A
Silent time
Creative time
Sharing time
Every meeting being a gathering around the fire of mutual inspiration
Is the Invitation for the orientation meeting ready?
Not yet
Still deciding on a date with a few supporters of this initiative
Much Love
Mar
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MarArt: Prep Instellation n°5
The process of creation rounding itself out a bit more into mandalic ripples. Subtle changes.
Finger practice for integrating the three parts of Conscious Interconnection Volume 2 better
Inspired by this talk by Igor Kufayev
In which, amongst other things, he said that verticality is creativity.
Verticality is related to creativity
Its quality of erectness directly related to expressive outpourings
Through our Being
Of the Source of all potential and energy
One could call the Sacred
Horizontality is related to generosity
Its quality of expandedness directly related to actualising all of the creativity
Pouring through our Being
As Life
As loving embrace
As the intimacy of care
When in open Presence
When open to the state of unwavering receptivity
Our vertical outpourings meet their practical implementation
On the horizontal Earth plane
In Presence the floodgates are open yet not overwhelming us
In Presence everything is pouring in from Source
And pouring out of our hands and bodies into Being Earth
All at the same time
While Being in seamless togetherness with the Whole
Brings in delicious tidal waves of feedback
Much Love
Mar
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In Conscious Interconnection Volume 2
Part 1 is about Presence
Part 2 is about the Vertical and the Sacred
Part 3 is about the Horizontal and Earth
The Epilogue about seamless togetherness, connecting Vol 2 with Vol 3
The total of which one could call quadrality
Synergetically joining
Bodymind
Spirit
Soul
Whole
On oxytocin
The interconnecting hormone
What it's healthy effects are
How it's level in the body can be increased
In 2 minutes
Based on research by the Swedish Kerstin Uvnas-Moberg
Oxytocin - a miracle substance that gives effects both in the brain and in the body A film from Bräcke projekt " I nöd och lust" www.brackediakoni.se/projek...
A synchronous post by Maya Luna
Poetically touching upon the watery,
Womb centered,
Radiant way of Living
I am also trying to give all kinds of creative expressions to
In words
In images
Through honoring the archetypal bended forms Of circle
Of sphere
Of Womb
Of Universe
Much Love
Mar
220731
I do not consent to the narrative
That being rational
Detached
Dissociated or
Numb
Is more mature
More spiritual
More evolved
More enlightened
More true
Than
The wild tenderness of my
Innocent heart
The shaky vulnerability
Of consenting to
The open cut of feeling
Of that place which is both
Radiant and raw
I will no longer turn away from
The hot and holy mess
That can never be cleaned
And call this progress
I admit that I am
Forest and ocean:
Disorganized Art
Made of Medicine
I commit now,
To learning that language
That will never make sense
To ear or brain
The one of belly and feet and
Deep womb of
Heart
The one that does not explain
A single thing
The one that does not need you
To understand
I do not consent
To the narrative
That I must overcome
How completely out of control
It is
To care this much
To feel this deeply
To hold the entire universe in
My belly
I will not attempt to
Colonize
Or conquer
The wild in me
I will no longer
Pathologise
The waves
I am done pretending
I am not sensitive
When the truth is
My heart is made of a million
Tiny
Insect wings
I bow to the feet
Of the sensitive one
I now embrace
The immensity
Of power
Known
When I walk the razors edge
Of that which is so delicate
You must hold your breath
To hear it’s voice
I am here for the language
That is shaky and
Uncertain
That is slow like honey
So slow the mind
Can’t catch it
I no longer consent to the idea
That the unkempt longings
Of my soul
The unbearable heat of my
Desire
The immaculate fragility
Of my skin
Should be neatly sorted
Fixed
Sewed shut
Or understood
The vastness of worlds
This heart can hold
Cannot be justified
It demands from me
An irrational submission
A Total
Devotion
I no longer defer
To the language, values and customs
Of the conqueror
I honor
My willingness
To be touched by life
To taste the wisdom that is only
Revealed
When I admit
The impossible situation
Of just how entangled
I really am
With every
Single
Thing
I no longer turn away
From the bare naked truth
Of the fact
Of my relationship
To all these Holy Others
To the threads my heart has woven
To the wild truth that cannot be uttered
Even by the most skillful tongue
This is the language
That has been called
Crazy
Irrational
Wounded
Weak
Inferior
And
Immature
But now I am learning
That the wide open truth
That can hold it all
That can pulse with the passion
Beyond reason
This,
Is what I am living for
It is the language of
Soul
And I am willing
Now
To hold the flame
Call me crazy
But this feels sane
- Deep Feminine Mystery School
A watery, womb like, mandalic way of living is different than a rather 'arrowed way', a going from A to B, to 'mainly one single Point B' only.
“Half of me is filled with bursting words
and half of me is painfully shy.
I crave solitude yet also crave people.
I want to pour life and love into everything
yet also nurture my self-care and go gently.
I want to live within the rush of primal, intuitive decision, yet also wish to sit and contemplate.
This is the messiness of life - that we all carry multitudes, so must sit with the shifts.
We are complicated creatures, and ultimately,
the balance comes from this understanding.
Be water.
Flowing, flexible and soft.
Subtly powerful and open.
Wild and serene.
Able to accept all changes,
yet still led by the pull of steady tides.
It is enough.”
— Victoria Erickson
[ Artist • Aykut Aydoğdu ]
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