Interconnection by Mariëlle de Natris

18/11/2024

About Part 2 of an interesting Trilogy, released 2 days ago on Youtube. Link is in the description as well as the link to part 1.

Please stay with me to realize the end of this trilogy ;-) https://www.marijnpoels.com/calltosupport

18/11/2024

Update on my Conscious Interconnection book project

Below are some musings that haunt me in my aim to get more clarity about the two out of four Integral Quadrants that address the collective aspects of Life. During my previous professional life as a psychotherapist I mostly studied the two individual quadrants. Ever since 2015 I am still getting myself up to date with the two collective quadrants. I need to know them to interconnect all four quadrants in a meaningful way.

It also made me find out why my first book did not address the right niche. Cc Volume 1 is a workbook addressing burn-out primary prevention. An individual workbook preferably used in the context of a conscious workplace. It took a while to find a new direction instead of trying to get into the business world with the collective ITS-quadrant not being very inducive for using and applying my workbook.

Musings like the one below lard my Conscious interConnection (CC) four-books project with white lines. White lines diverging from the main 'red line' of addressing the four Integral quadrants my way. In an interconnected way. In a Wholeness (third Tier) oriented way.

There are many white lines, moving like mycelium since I started my CC-project in 2012. The 'red line' entails writing four-books about the four Integral Quadrants. It is a deep journey as these archetypal quadrants can't be reduced to either one of the four. They can be studied and addressed separately but they can't be wrenched apart they are inseparable. They are all ways already co-arising.
My ongoing CC-project probably a never ending journey. It is more of a Pilgrimage along a lost European road. A road originating in pre-traditional orally transmitted nature wisdom, morphing into mystics wandering the not yet Romanized more Northern areas of Europe. Not a Camino the Santiago, with a clear main road ahead full of designated resting places. But a very personal inner route, inspired by my ancestors. Epigenetically, energetically, ethereally and God Knows in what other implicit and subtle, yet very powerful, ways.

I love this Pilgrimage that functions more like a vagus nerve than a spinal cord. Despite of all of its unexpected intricacies and necessary nuance I envision Conscious Connection Volume 2 to be ready for editing in the first half of 2025. It is about 85% finished. There are a few unknowns to be explored a bit deeper before they can express themselves through me on paper. Plus I will probably have to start crowdfunding to pay for the editing process and professional help with making the publication official by getting it on Kindle.

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Musings on some possible fatal inconsistencies in our thinking

In the book Animal Farm there were two main rules:
1. All pigs are equal
2. Some pigs are more equal

Please read it again
What does it tell you?

What it tells me is that this is not a paradox
This is not to be glossed over in any way

This is a fatal inconsistency of thinking
Often leading to social gaslighting to obscure that very fact

It goes together with personal inner gaslighting
T think one is 'more equal' than others still is hierarchical thinking

Wrapped up in an equalistic sounding statement
That is a mere meme, not a Lived Truth

The conviction of being 'more equal' often goes with thoughts like:
1. All people are wrong (and/or stupid)
2. Except for me !

This inner inconsistency often leads to a third thought that goes along the lines of:
3. So if everybody would just do as I tell them to do, the world would be paradise

If one ould be able to manage this
Which would take force and coercion

As everyone is equal in worth
And in the inescapable answering to biological and natural laws

But everybody is different
In its personal unique expression of these laws

So having everyone follow your very personal preferences
And human made rules and regulations

Often involves coercion
Maybe leading to a semblance of a personal paradise

But not an Oasis with enough room for the good Life of everyone
Not Wholeness

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I envision that

Moving from hierarchy to synarchy
From competitiveness to a more seamless togetherness

To moving as a human Being
Consciously interconnected with the Whole interBeing of humanity

Will naturally bring us 97% dynamic balance and prosperous peace
But it takes for us to at least take a few moves

To take a few leaps
Individually and collectively

Individually moving from 'I look down upon you, so I am better than you'
To 'I feel my interconnection with the Whole and my receptivity, activity, responsibility in my relationship with it all'

Together moving from 'I need to survive no matter whether you do too or not'
To moving together as a natural reciprocal interpenetrative Whole

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Don't wait for others to do it first

I have already started
I invite you to join me

Much Love
Mar
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17/03/2024

The Earth Dodecahedron as shared by Matias De Stefano and the YoSoy network

22/12/2023

About integral quadrants
In Dutch this time.

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Aandachtsvelden
NL. 1e versie

Het lijkt erop dat onze menselijke evolutie zich beweegt
Van aandachts-punten naar aandachtsvelden

De vier meest basale aandachtsvelden Zijn de vier kwadranten zoals voorgesteld door Ken Wilber

De velden van ~Ik en ~Het-enkelvoud
~Wij en ~Het-meervoud (ENG: I~It~We~Its)

Deze vier kwadranten lijken archetypisch te zijn
D.w.z. niet verder reduceerbaar dan tot deze vier

Ze lijken ook archaïsch te zijn:
Niet verder te deconstrueren zonder te eindigen in 'the boundless timeless'

Dat laatste is een heel ander onderwerp
Een Eenheidsbewustzijn dat voor de meesten van ons (inclusief ikzelf) onvoorstelbaar is

Gelukkig zijn de vier kwadranten zijn wel voorstelbaar
En kunnen ook beleefbaar worden

Ze ontstaan door twee belevingsassen met elkaar te combineren:
Binnen ~ Buiten en Individueel ~ Collectief

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Kennis maken met deze vier aandachtsvelden
Is geest-verruimend en psycho-actief Zonder dat je 'er iets voor hoeft in te nemen'

Het is een simpele kaart met vier vakken
Die je 'tot je neemt' via je ogen
Samen met het besef van hun onzichtbare altijd-aanwezigheid

Ze gaan samen op voor alles
Zijn toepasbaar op alles
Zijn her-kenbaar in alles

Deze aandachtsvelden
Vormen een geHeel
geheel dat ik Leven noem

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Ik kom er nog op terug
Ik stop er even mee voor vandaag
Ik heb niet zo'n goede dag

Een oude pijn vol van paniek
Vraagt om haar verder te integreren
Dat gaat niet samen met dit soort 'verhandelingen' over iets super belangrijks

Liefs
Mar


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22/12/2023

My Patreon account has been deleted. I don't know why. So the links I shared in this Interconnection page that are related to Patreon unfortunately don't work anymore.

22/12/2023

27/06/2023

27/06/2023

Vol 2 Wholeness and the I-quadrant

Vol 1 zooms in a bit more on the Its-quadrant. Volume 2 on the I-quadrant before moving into exploring the We- and Its-.
All quadrants together with Source are Wholeness. Wholeness forms smaller Wholes, like the four integral quadrants combining inner and outer, individual and collective.
The four quadrants co-arise in different symphonies and other sensorial art pieces called experiences.
They weave an infinity of different streams that are never ever apart.

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Wholeness

Non-duality is such a dual word
And it does not cover All
It does not cover complete totality

Non-duality is the dual plus the non-dual
It is doubly non-dual so to say
I find it confusing

So I prefer using the word Wholeness

For the Absolute plus the Relative
Nirvana and Samsara
Stillness and Eros

For feeling the co-arising
Of all four integral quadrants
Co-arising and co-returning

To Source

Where all is United
As Infinite Quality
In perfect balance

Longing to become Aliveness
Less than perfect
More than just One

Yet Whole never the less

In the It-quadrant practicality is venerated most
In the I-quadrant states of consciousness are
In the We-quadrant relationship is adored
In the Its-quadrant systems are la crème de la crème

How wonderful
To be able to move
As all of these
While being connected to Source

In my and your
Own unique way
Creating beautiful collages
Of Aliveness

Much Love
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21/06/2023

Mind the RAIN

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21/06/2023

"Gayatri Mantra"

The frequency of 108 is the hidden pulse, or rhythm that is the essence of the living mathematics of Nature, it is the reason why the Vedas worshipped this number by incorporating it into their 108 rosary beads (mala) when they chant their mantras. The most revered of all mantras is the Gayatri Mantra, the most famous Eastern song or Prayer of Enlightenment which is always chanted 108 times, also has a rhythm of 24 syllables! What else embodies mathematically these two numbers 24 and 108. It can only be the Reduced Fibonacci Sequence. Thus in a sense, the Brahmins sonically encrypted or hid this rare sacred knowledge of the Universe’s underlying Patterns of Sri 108 in a song or prayer about the Triple Worlds and an Inner Sun (Savitri). The Vedas teach that this knowledge was written on the Rays of the Sun.

Jain 108

20/06/2023

Living with the uncensored fire of full, unapologetic Aliveness.
How dare she?
How dare I
How dare you?

The Audacity

How dare she
Wear those shoes
And color her hair like that
And take up space
And use her voice
And allow no diminishing
Who does she think she is
You wonder as you bristle and
Make her an alien in your mind

But buried beneath
Is the seed of envy
And it was you
A stranger to yourself and your power
Who had no map to get
From here to there
Until the great fire
Came and burned away
All the thorns and brambles that kept
You from finding the way home
Into your own heart
Where you will now live
Spending your remaining beats
However you damn well please

Because you are just glad to be alive
After the great undoing and rebuilding
And in the ashes from which you arose
You will find that seed of envy
Transformed
And you will understand how all the others
Dared to be how they wished
Because you are now one
Who has gained
Freedom through fire

So you color your hair with a wisp of purple
Or let your silver shine through
And wear flowing skirts and bangles
Or every color of the rainbow at once
And your presence
Even when quiet
Announces I deserve this
And you become a
Gardener without intending
Planting a seed of permission

And one day an observer
Who is staring as you
Knowingly smile back
Will be collecting the remains
And blooms of her own fire
Only to ask her heart
Not
How dare I?
But always
How can I not?
~Laurel Trautwein~

Archaeology for the Woman's Soul

20/06/2023

Playing with a new title for
Conscious Interconnection Volume 2:
Get to Know your Wholeness

In this Volume I will share more of my views

I will Muse
On the utter Intimacy of Openness and Transparency

On Presencing your unused Potential & firiest Passion & frozen Patterns of Protection and their interweavings

On the utter Intimacy of relating
with Openness and Transparency
to All that is:
Your Unique Self
The Sacred
The World in all of its expressions
The subconscious and other Invisibles
And everything Else

On Living fully Alive
In the Prosperous Peace
Of Conscious Interconnection

This means going beyond the BodyMind basics And Seeing to your Balance as presented in Volume 1.

By looking and feeling into:

Deepening the quality of your aware Presence (Clarity)
Syncing with the Sacred (inner Peace)
Expanding your the range of your Perception (Resilience)

Slowly inviting you into extended abilities like:

Holding more variables at the same time
Including all four integral quadrants (It I We It's spaces and relationships) in your perception
Being able to be a point (of focussed attention), a pillar (of peaceful strength) and a wave (of natural dynamism).

And, maybe, feeling the Spontaneity of the Universe resonating with every cell of your body :)

Much Love
Mar
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18/06/2023

Concept list of 24 Pains as possible Portals into Wholeness for Conscious Interconnection Volume 2
In addition to the list of 24 fears of Volume 1

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24 Pains of ~Body ~Mind~ Soul ~Spirit

Bodily pain of embodiment

Hunger pain
Unbearable temperatures pain

Physical sharp penetrating pain
Physical blunt pain

Pain of pressure/discomfort/dis-balance
Pain of physical numbness

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Mind pain of partial dis-embodiment

Unclarity/confusion/chaos/puzzledness
Intensity/muchness/overflowing full-ness
Anticipating surrender

Indifference/not-caring
Distance /non-intimacy
Anticipating death

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Soul pain of un-embodied subtle presence

Stretching of Openness
Aloneness of Unique Innocence/Authenticity

The unveiled Transparency of empathy
The sharp Discernment of clair-sentience

Stunted Aliveness of potential
Blocked Flow of passion

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Spirit pain of the very subtle yet super intense longing for sacred embodiment

Frozen momentum
Absence of seamlessness
Uninhabited desertedness

Dis-appointing from my/the Original Design/SHe
Betraying The BeLoved

Longing

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Context:
Musings on trauma and healing from the point of view that

Trauma is lost momentum
Due to frozen fear and frozen pain
Seducing us into

Contraction
Repression
Denial

Disconnection
Disintegration
Disgrace

Much Love
Mar
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14/06/2023

Eternity is here
Yet I can't promise it to you

It is not mine
To give

Like you
I am a receiver

Waiting for Eternity
To Grace me and you

So we can chose to be
In Timelessness together

Where there is no waiting

~~~

I watch your hands
Unravel the roots of a hypericum

Unveiling the many gifts
Of this one little cluster

So it can spread it's roots wider
Gracing our garden

With its generosity
With splashes of enthused yellow

Frail and bright
Not waiting

For anything

Much Love
Mar
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Sarada Devi embodies the feminine power that initiates seekers onto a spiritual path through unconditional love.

As a guru, Sarada Devi was known for treating all of her disciples as her children. Many of her devotees relate that she initiated them in a dream. She appeared as a goddess in human form and gave them a mantra. When they met her for the first time, they would recall the dream and know instantly they were encountering their guru.

When your soul selects her card:

Sarada Devi loved all her disciples unconditionally and equally. In her teachings she emphasized that there is no such thing as a stranger. She encouraged her devotees to understand that everyone we meet is actually a part of us, and is connected to us. And that if we want to experience true peace, we need to own the fault and judgment that we project onto others. We need to see our own faults and forgive them with love.

Sarada Devi whispers gently to us, “No one is a stranger, my child; this whole world is your own.” So if something keeps showing up in the people we meet, and in the relationships we are cultivating, Sarada asks us to meet them from within us. Meaning, the aspects of this “other” person might be causing pain or frustration or just plain aversion, these same aspects exist within us.

If we are willing to really meet with these aspects within us, the universe will keep
presenting them to us in our relationships. And it’s not to p**s us off, it’s to free us. It’s out of a deep love for us to fully heal. The goal here is for us to love ourselves fiercely from within, without judgment or shame for where we are in the moment. The goal is to let us mother ourselves with unconditional love. That’s the only love that will quiet those harsh, critical voices within us. So we can stop wasting our time mired in judgment, of others, or ourselves and get on with being the perfectly imperfect light that we are. “

- Meggan Watterson, the Divine Feminine Oracle

“Sri Sarada Devi”
Mixed Media
2019