05/03/2025
It's now been 20 years since my Beautiful son Nicholas was taken so cruelly from this world, it's been a nightmare no parent should ever have to face, but sadly this was only the start of the nightmare, (Nicholas actually died on 11 March) Nicholas was cowardly punched by a gutless coward 20 years ago today. I was the one in intensive care when my beautiful Nicholas flatlined, I was the one holding his hand when he left this world. Profound grief is the most extraordinary thing to have to face and face it I did, although reluctantly, it never goes away. It's with me every day, in fact several times every day. I'm not really that interested in the mechanism of loss it's what Nicholas meant and continues to me mean to me that really counts and what our relationship represented, trust, respect and commitment to each other, it was a privilege and an honour to watch my beautiful son develop and grow into the gorgeous young men that he was. I will forever remember Nicholas and never forget him and forever love my Beautiful Beautiful son. Fly Hi Son Fly Free. Dad