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Inner Seeds of Pure, LLC Inner Seeds of Pure, LLC would like to invite you on a journey of self discovery, reflection, growth, transparency and creativity.

As a Messenger, Amala (Pure) has been called to plant the seeds of enlightenment, wisdom, guidance, support and encouragment through anointed creativity and free expression. As a Seeker, Amala is always searching, learning and experimenting with life as her faith is increased and finely tuned--DAILY. Feel free to laugh, cry, share, elaborate and engage in productive dialogue as we learn and discover new insights together. The only requirement--BE OPEN. I love and welcome you! ~Amala

I am both seed and soilRelaxation and toilDelectably spoiled.I am me.I arise and descendEnding where you beginuntil I tr...
04/01/2016

I am both seed and soil
Relaxation and toil
Delectably spoiled.

I am me.

I arise and descend
Ending where you begin
until I transcend perceptions....of me.

I kill aspects of myself by the minute
so dying daily has no limits
nor does the birth and re-entry
of my soul's identity.

Eye---dent from collisions....but do not break
I engage in revisions....but am never fake
You may think I ain't...but realistically I can't
be anyone other than.....me.

Lifetimes are like shadows
my Soul is the Sun
I cast Light onto the corners that others may shun
because darkness AND light are mere reflections
of me.

My heart emits infinite beats
my soul plays perpetual rhythms
I am a walking contradiction
an aura filled prism
refracting aspects...of me.

Titles not required
accolades not requested
I am the invisible presence
that keeps one moist and/or erected
by being me.

Don't confuse my exit with rudeness
My introversion as aloofness
I'm simply consumed
with shattering my OWN illusions
and being a Master AND Student
of me.

For I am both seed and soil
Relaxation and toil
Delectably spoiled.

I am me.

~Amala

12/10/2015

Shifting into Neutral

The desire to operate from a space of peace is at the forefront of many minds as we learn to navigate through life with its ever-winding paths and unexpected obstacles. Sometimes we are carelessly driving down the street when an unexpected child, animal or emergency vehicle causes us to alter our progress by swerving, stopping or pulling to the side of the road. These are the actions we perform without a second thought of the steps prior to or after the unexpected disruption. However, whenever these circ**stances cause us to alter our progress, there is a period in which we must re-group before continuing towards our destination.

This process is identified as a SHIFT and is defined as an exchange, change or movement from one position into another.

Imagine starting a car and preparing to drive to work. When we get in the car, the first thing we should realize is the car is stopped and awaiting our actions in order to begin its purpose. We insert the key in the ignition, check our position for obstacles (other cars, children, pedestrians) and SHIFT the car out of Park into Reverse. As we back out of our driveways, parking spots, etc. we once again must SHIFT into Drive as we proceed down the street.

Now, if you are a driver there should be one immediate thing which you noticed about the above scenario—we never SHIFTED into NEUTRAL although we bypassed Neutral in order to change positions from park…to reverse….to drive.

So, what does this have to do with anything—since I am not sharing this information as a driving instructor?

In life, we are all headed to a destination which requires us to shift our positions, thoughts, relationships, courses, etc. Before shifting occurs, we must understand where we are PARKED: taking an assessment of what obstacles are surrounding our current position. These obstacles may be in the form of self-erected hindrances, other’s opinions, judgments, etc.

Once we recognize our PARKED position, we must REVERSE: go back and EVALUATE the actions which have occurred in our lives to place us in our current position. When we are parked in a garage, driveway, parking spot—it is a necessity to back your car down the same entry point to arrive at the proper position to SHIFT into Drive.

This reversal of action (re-evaluation) allows us to gain a better understanding of the thoughts, ideas, concepts and actions which contributed to our current state of being. Without re-evaluation of our route—we are bound to hit a wall of destruction because we failed to review our own mentality.

When driving towards our destination, we are fully aware of the use of the gas and brakes to increase our rate of progress and/or stop our motion. As Students of Life, we must be secure in our innate discernment of when to increase our speed and when to stop. Not being aware of when to start/stop one’s OWNSELF can lead to being directed and controlled by others. This is equivalent to a ‘back-seat driver’—one who tells you where to go but isn’t in there position to drive there---due to their backseat mentality!

In the event that an unexpected obstacle occurs (stalled car, no gas, skidding on ice) it is essential for us to know how to SHIFT INTO NEUTRAL! The purpose of neutral is to disconnect the transmission from the engine which allows the car to naturally coast into position when faced with unexpected situations.

Spiritually, neutrality disconnects the transmission (OUR WILL) from the engine (SOURCE) in order to allow a natural positioning of our vehicle (SOUL). Since the purpose of a transmission is to transmit power from the engine to the wheels in order to move a vehicle—our WILL transmits the power from the SOURCE in order for our SOUL to be projected forward!
When we shift into neutral—we allow OUR WILL to disconnect from the SOURCE. This allows the Soul to naturally shift itself into position based on the momentum from the SOURCE and not from our individual will! By disconnecting OUR WILL from the process we are no longer providing the ‘energy’ behind our shift—we are allowing our Soul to naturally shift into a higher level of consciousness when unexpected situations occur on our spiritual path.

Not my will but thy will be done!

Many people view neutrality from a negative space because we mistakenly equate neutrality as indecision. However, it is only when we are in Neutral that we are able to detach from stopping/moving in order to maintain an unbiased position to properly view our progress. Ironically, the only two gears in which you can start a car are PARK (Stillness) and Neutral (Detachment).

MORAL:

If we are to allow our Soul to elevate to higher levels of consciousness, we must develop the consistent practice of purposefully driving our lives. Starting from a place of stillness (PARK) allows us to re-evaluate ourselves (REVERSE) and progress (DRIVE) down our individual paths; while realizing detachment (NEUTRAL) is a requirement for our Soul to naturally shift into its purposed position.

Drive Carefully.

~Amala

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DailyHe tries to suppress the memoriesOf blowing sands and eerie silenceInterrupted by periodic blasts of bombsAnd the s...
05/25/2015

Daily
He tries to suppress the memories
Of blowing sands and eerie silence
Interrupted by periodic blasts of bombs
And the stench of death in the wind
He tries to pretend that he only smells the food on the grill
But he can still feel his heart swell at the memory
of poking stakes in the ground
Marking the downing of his comrade
And friend
Who didn’t run fast enough to avoid adding his signature scent to the wind….of death.
Hearing children running and laughing in the yard
Bizarrely reminds him of foreign children
Caught in the line of fire
Large innocent eyes staring at him: The Warfighter
Wondering why his presence signified the end of their families’ legacy.
Too young to understand democracy
Too bound to comprehend liberty
And justice for all.

He recalls
the deserts of Afghanistan
The stillness of Kuwait
And the never-ending trepidation that a true warfighter can taste
In the atmosphere
Laced with the seasoning of unspoken fear
That this moment—would be the preceding action
Leading to a driven stake marking his own grave
He never gave a second thought
To taking his AK47 with him to the restroom
One slip of position could lead to his tomb
And a flag draped casket
So he fastened his protection to his body
Even when he returned home
Alone

Ice cold sweats and midnight terrors
Agonizing screams and facing trick mirrors
That reflected imaginary terrorists in his home
Struggling to separate peacetime
From the war within his mental dome
He dreaded the setting of the sun
Even female companionship was shortly undone
Very few could stomach his nightmares
His soul wrenching screams from historical terrors
That kept him reaching for his weapon
Instead of his woman
Hollering from pain…in lieu of passion
He now fashioned his life around war
Couldn’t sit with his back facing the door
Memories triggered from drinking bottled water too warm
Reminded him of water drank during Desert Storm
Which sat in the sun too long…turning brown.

Certain sounds
Redirected his gaze
To the midst of a battlefield instead of the heart of the parade
In honor of the fallen warfighters
Who lost their lives……for freedom
Families grilled in lieu of mourning
Keeping liquor and friends swirling
In respect for their sacrifice
Yet very few can even discern the strife
Of the soldier standing in front of their face
Patiently waiting for his complementary plate of bar-b-cue

A select few
Could hear his inaudible screams
Many simply deeming it polite to thank him for his sacrifice
Not realizing that he consistently fights
To function in a world of peace…when he’s been programmed for war
To separate deafening bombs…..from summer thunderstorms
To fathom a ‘day’ to remember…when he can never forget
The fear of dying….or his fellow soldiers that did.

So, during this year’s Memorial Day festivities
I send a prayer that we all take a moment to heed
In the midst of our patriotism and fleshly greed
Take a minute to step away from societal trends
To acknowledge those who have fought amongst our family and friends
Remembering, for these Invisible Soldiers…the war never ends: within.

~Amala

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Dedicated to those silently suffering from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) as a result of your service for our country. You are not forgotten.

"The Hues of Clarity"“One cannot truly appreciate occupancy until one embraces vacancy” ~AmalaLying in bed the other nig...
04/11/2015

"The Hues of Clarity"

“One cannot truly appreciate occupancy until one embraces vacancy” ~Amala

Lying in bed the other night, I closed my eyes and felt my soul shift into a unique state of mind. As I reflected on my life and the circ**stances which consistently contribute to our state of being—I realized for the first time in a long while---I was clear.

When I speak of being clear, I am not segmenting my observation to any one realm of existence. Meaning: many of us are clear in certain aspects of our lives such as our career goals, our individual/collective purpose, our vacation plans, our relationship forecast etc. However, I am speaking of the space we should experience BETWEEN the endings and beginning of any endeavor.

Oftentimes, we operate from a place of reflection of past events and dissecting their purpose to avoid dealing with the emptiness of the present. Another side of the coin is operating from a place of planning the future and outlining our dreams/desires with the same purpose of avoiding the emptiness that occurs between goals, relationships and/or endeavors.

While dissecting the past and outlining the future are necessary components of understanding ourselves---the place of emptiness is where the CREATION of self occurs! This very moment that you are reading this writing---is the ONLY reality that exists. The moment that you were reading the first paragraph is a part of the past just as the reading of the last paragraph has not yet occurred. Since both of these actions are either already done or not in existence yet---the PRESENT moment is the only place where creativity can occur. The Book of Life states that God said: Let there BE! This command was given in the PRESENT and the universal response to the command immediately followed. Since we are created in the same image with the same creative powers—WHAT ARE WE CALLING FORTH IN THE PRESENT THAT THE UNIVERSE IS RESPONDING TO?

As creative beings, we are ALWAYS creating! Our thoughts are the creative power and the manifestation of thoughts are our ‘audible words’. The audible words have an accelerated creative power (based on the amount of energy/feelings connected to them) to manifest the next moment of our lives.

EX: If I am upset based on a past situation/occurrence and I am consistently reflecting on it mentally, eventually these thoughts will manifest into words which I choose to share through conversation, venting, poetry, songs, etc. The energy/feelings behind these audible thoughts (words) have creative power which manifest in the actions/state of mind of my immediate future. Therefore, in reality—I am using my PRESENT to RE-CREATE my PAST which RESTRICTS my FUTURE because it is now a duplication of my PAST.

We are caught in a cycle of reproducing memories!

So how do we get out of the cycle?

We embrace the space of clarity!

This means fully embracing the emptiness felt after any goal/relationship/endeavor has ended (good or bad) and before the next goal/relationship/endeavor begins.

I found myself in this space and felt an overwhelming sense of contentment and stillness. I harbored no ill feelings, wishes or desires for anything, anyone or any experience of the past. Although I appreciated EVERY aspect of my past—I didn’t desire to re-create these moments.

Nor, did I sit in anticipation of anything/anyone or any future event/endeavor….I had no desire to engage with new people, activities and endeavors in the future. I held no aversion to their occurrence, however I didn’t send forth the energy/feelings which begins the creation process….I chose to sit STILL in the space of CLARITY.

It was only when I sat in this space of clarity that I was able to create from an empty canvas with the vivid hues of vacancy. No one or nothing contributed to my present palate therefore the portrait of tomorrow was a sole (SOUL) creation.

When we operate from the past we are unknowingly allowing others to be co-contributors of our future works of art and we are often surprised when the art doesn’t truly reflect our true selves. NOTE: There is a difference in being ‘inspired’ by our past and allowing our past to ‘contribute’ to our future. Allowing others to contribute means our creative power is used to simply regurgitate their ideas/situations/views of life; however, being inspired requires us to allow their ideas/situations/views to blend with the experiential hues of our OWN palette and use the combined colors to produce an individualized work of art.

We must remember we are the primary colors of our own palettes!

As we end this moment, I thank you for allowing me to participate in your present with the heartfelt intention that you will allow the thoughts generated from this writing to inspire your future works of art. Allow my hues to blend with your palette and send forth a unique masterpiece of thought, purpose and practice that will inspire others to be CLEAR within.

MORAL: If we fail to clear our Souls---our canvasses of life will always hold residue from the past which lessens the vibrancy of our works.

~Amala

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Shedding SeasonThere is a lightness associated with being free.  Oftentimes we don't truly realize how bound we are--unt...
02/28/2015

Shedding Season

There is a lightness associated with being free.

Oftentimes we don't truly realize how bound we are--until we taste the sweetness of no restriction and unlimited possibilities. Yesterday, when I left my former employment after almost 10 years--I exhaled and released ALL the stress associated with that relationship. It was amazing the feeling of lightness and clarity which encompassed my heart IMMEDIATELY!

This release in turn ushered in a spirit of 'shedding' that which is no longer conducive to the level that you are ascending to. This shedding does not have to be a negative action, it is much like a snake that sheds its' skin due to the need for growth! We often operate in the same circles, relationships and activities due to familiarity however when the 'skin' becomes constricting and no longer fits--we must not be afraid to shed for our own self-preservation. This skin can also consists of how we view ourselves, others and the type of relationships we choose to allow into our inner realm.

Within 2 weeks of shedding its skin, a snake becomes listless, inactive and eyes become dull causing the eyesight of a snake to become impaired during the shedding process. When the snake is ready to shed its skin, it finds a rough space to slide between which will assist in the removal of the dead skin. It takes approximately 14 days for a snake to shed its skin and during this process the snake does not eat. If the environment the snake chooses to shed its skin is unhealthy, the skin will not easily shed and the snake may become malnourished during the process.

Similarly, when we begin to shed our 'skin' we may notice differences in ourselves and others during the two week prior to shedding which may show in lack of attentiveness, loss of insight and lack of fulfillment. We often find ourselves in situations which are rough and go against our grain---this roughness is needed to assist in the removal of the skin!

The fasting process a snake endures is particularly enlightening for me because I have always felt a need to fast when the circ**stances (skin) of my life is overwhelming and or constricting. Consequently, it is equally important for us to consider our immediate environment before we fast because being in the presence of the wrong influences can have a draining effect on the process and some may be awaiting the opportunity to attack you in your weakened state.

We must choose our shedding environment wisely.

A healthy snake sheds its skin about 6-8 times a year based on the rate of growth. Over the past 2 years, I have shed many skins and am gaining an INNERstanding of how this relates to the spiritual acceleration I am experiencing.

Lastly, a snake usually sheds its skin in one piece unless there are injuries which prevent all of the old skin from being removed. In humans, these injuries may consist of past hurts, disappointments, etc. which tend to remain with us throughout several shedding processes. However, eventually all the dead skin must be removed. A healthy snake, with a steady growth rate, will shed its skin in its entirety rather than in pieces.

Likewise, as Seekers on a spiritual path--shedding skin in its' entirety is the only way to avoid being hindered by past mistakes, situations or circ**stances. We must be willing to SHED IT ALL! Some people may not want you to leave your old skin behind because it was familiar to them or it provided certain comforts they have grown accustomed to. However, much like a snake, the dead skin you leave will be equivalent to a distant memory of the impact you made in their lives. Some people consider shed snake skins to be effective in creating magical potions. Likewise, a memory (shed skin) can be the best thing you can leave as you exit circles of constriction.

In conclusion, change is the only constant in the world. It is consistently upon us and sometimes we use this as an excuse to change different aspects of our relationships (skin) in order to please our individual comfort levels/needs or other people. However, it is only through the shedding of the old can the new skin shine through with vibrancy and brilliance.

MORAL: Shedding season is necessary for growth. Failing to release old skins will cause stagnation and contribute to spiritual blindness. Shed Wisely.

~Amala

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Man of SteelStilledBy the circ**stances of lifeFilled by the emptiness of a wifeUnwilling to align with visionHaphazard ...
02/18/2015

Man of Steel

Stilled
By the circ**stances of life
Filled by the emptiness of a wife
Unwilling to align with vision
Haphazard decisions
Separation of provisions
Because of ‘feelings’
Dealings of low level proportions
Spiritual and social distortions
Based on ‘preference’
Hesitant to give up on love
He stood
Face-to-face with the ideal of legacy
He withstood
The dissembling of his family
He understood
The manifestation of a prophecy does not always appear in the form of one’s vision
Or according to well-laid plans and principled decisions
Oftentimes love gets lost in popular opinion
And trends
Surrounded by friends…he experienced…the first bend
Of his steel exterior
Felt the first blow in the interior
Of his Soul
Creating the first hole
In his ego
In his dreams
In pictorial images to which he deemed….unbreakable
Instantly became unsustainable
Yet he persevered.

On lonely nights he increased his meditation sessions
Wrestling with himself to extract the lessons
Learned to forecast the curse in the midst of the blessings
Creating models
Resigning the titles
In which he once found solace
Embraced forgiveness to prevent being callous
And bitter
Clung to the principles of polarity and gender
And embraced his feminine emotional disposition
To learn balance
Often challenged by finance-based dissolutions
Social ignorance and optical illusions
Of freedom

He broke free
From the matrix of religious conformity
He released
Ideas and theories replacing them with practicality.
Reconfiguring
Adjusting socially, financially and spiritually
Playing with his own rhythm until he raised his frequency
And vibration
Sporadic relation…..ships
Sailed within his social sphere
Flowing with and against the currents of love and fear
Additional holes left near…his heart
Entering his thoughts
He fought
To remain balanced in a realm of doubt
To love without hesitation and re-route
His mission
His purpose perfected through his pain
His tough interior slowly became….fluid
Transforming his mentality….sharpening his intuit
Powers
Refusing to be devoured by circ**stances
Realizing life creates isms and happenstances
To make him whole
Through poking holes
In his conceptions of reality
Until he raises from the ashes of neutrality
As a balanced grid of resilience and fluidity.

~Amala

(This piece is dedicated to divorced men who are often overlooked in the aftermath of divorce—Women of Wisdom see your struggle and respect your strength. Keep bending—because bending brings balance.)

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Her EssenceShe risesFrom the I AM presence of collectivityDividing into a balanced flow of masculine and femininityShe i...
01/29/2015

Her Essence

She rises
From the I AM presence of collectivity
Dividing into a balanced flow of masculine and femininity
She is the OMMMMMM that neutralizes frequencies
Originating from the stillness she encompasses …..daily
Rarely found in the midst of silliness
She finds bliss in dissecting her inner consciousness
Correcting her inconsistencies
Revealing her discrepancies…to herself
Self-correcting and evaluating
Fully capable of generating silence and simplicity
Sexiness a part of her innate chemistry
Her commanding stroll comes naturally
Hips swing rhythmically
Matching her heart which beats to the universal melody…
of Love.

Naturally lubricated through metaphysical strokes within
She c**s again and again through the opening
of her pen
Ink drips
Wet lips
Minds bend and curl with curiosity
Cu***ng near her flame to warm their souls
She is one who is spiritually whole
Yet able to separate into many
Capable of dividing herself like two fish and five loaves so there will be plenty
To eat
For those who hunger…for Truth

Sometimes viewed as aloof
She is ever present…yet gone
Not always right…but never completely wrong
She shifts consciousness like a spiritual drone
Listening to your moans and silent groans
In the still of the night
Watching you throw invisible punches that lose the fight
Due to lack of insight
Into what’s morally wrong or right
She sees your plight…and cries
For the loneliness in your Soul
She is emotionally toned
And tuned into your heart space
Feels every heavy inhale and quickening pace
Laced with fear
She begs you to come near…the fire
So that you may be purged from spirits that have you on the verge
Of spiritual su***de
Third eye becoming blind….by the minute
Healing is available…yet she knows you fear it
She can hear your silent cries…audibly
Yet unable to provide assistance due to your level of resistance
To practicality.

So she stands…..silently
Observing your lifeline unfold
Overlooking the fables you’ve told
Sensing the shivering from a heart waxed cold
Being camouflaged as bold
Finally relinquishing your presence, she returns to her own
Disintegrating back into the collectivity of I AM
where feminine and masculine energies dwell
as One.

~Amala

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‘Self-healing’ConcentratingOn inner growth…I shed all external pretenseAbandoned the senses of the physical Embraced the...
01/24/2015

‘Self-healing’

Concentrating
On inner growth…I shed all external pretense
Abandoned the senses of the physical
Embraced the aspects of the spiritual
Resulting from the mental……exercises of the mind
Fine tuning the heart to produce love currents
Used to transport the soul into outer realms
Before breath
Beyond death
Into the depth of self
I dive
Alive with possibilities
Void of hesitancies
Ignited by prophecies
Revealed through, to and beyond my reality
I sit quietly at the foot of the knowledge tree
Adjoining my roots to the Adam & Eve
Energy
The masculine mind and emotional femininity
Combined with Spirit produces the inner Trinity
I am a walking, breathing Deity.
Created in the image of ALL
With the full capability
To think and speak my reality
Into existence
Shedding the illusionary pretense
Of duality
I breathe in unity with I AM

Aura compacted with healing energy
Projected from a space of pure neutrality
Understanding fragmentation induces complexity
And healing stems from a space of simplicity
So, I sit quietly
Methodically
Transported to the inner sanctity
Of my own being
Play with my own Soul
Fo**le my own essence
Until I am made whole
Through the control of my emotions
Reactions
Distractions
And attachments
Discarded
as my mind evaporates into a shimmering mist
Of pure Light

For I have finally shed my personality
Exchanged it for the healing energy
Only obtained through being still…......consistently
Allowing I AM to stroll through my inner Eden
Conversing with my Adam & Eve
Until inner balance is achieved
And utopia is conceived
Therefore encounters with my presence
are not seen…..only detected
As a mere reflection
Of my purified energy
Now capable of healing others
Because I FIRST used it to heal……………..ME.

~Amala

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‘Duality’He approached with direct intentions and a planned motive to become familiar with me.  He’d watched me from a d...
01/20/2015

‘Duality’

He approached with direct intentions and a planned motive to become familiar with me. He’d watched me from a distance and wanted to examine me from a closer range. He’d followed my posts, read my statuses and consistently visited my profile page, photos and life events—silently. He invisibly sat amongst the virtual discussions alongside my peers as we entertained the various shades of spirituality, sexuality and universality. He silently responded to each comment—in his head. He dreaded the ending of a discussion---silently hoping we would address his issues telepathically—sometimes, we did. He—thought that was eerie.

But he continued to follow me…silently.

In his regular life, he was an upstanding citizen. Committed to his religious upbringing, he maintained a prominent role on boards, business dealings and within the church. Yet, he was hurt…spiritually. He’d spent his entire life in a role created for him by society's expectations, the religious system he’d pledged allegiance to and the immediate familial obligations of his wife, two kids, family dog and retirement fund.

He was chained—to a desire for freedom. Yet, he was bound….to an image.

He worked alongside his fellow clergymen every Saturday—having meetings, washing cars and/or cleaning the neighborhood. He’d developed a great routine---that was strangling him daily. Unwilling to let go of his role, he secretly gleaned from my writings. Ignited and rejuvenated by poems and posts which provided more insight than the Bishop he sat beneath. Yet, he sat in his designated seat alongside the Man of God, every single Sunday and Wednesday….eating day old bread based on generational scriptures with decade old interpretations.

He yearned for a fresh loaf.

He’d read all of the wisdom books---fell in love with Krishna, understood Buddha, recited the Upanishads, mentally recalled suras from the Gita at will….carefully packaging the principles into ‘appropriate religious lingo’ to ensure no one discovered his secret life. He longed to share his studies with his wife….however, she—was merely dancing to the melody of the gospel hymns she sung—never desiring a greater understanding—she….was seekless.

Late nights were spent watching the conversations progress. He wrote in hidden notebooks the universal principles we discussed online. He implemented the strategies and began to see freedom and deliverance due to his secret studies and meditation (disguised as prayer). He shed layers of religiousity, outdated doctrinal interpretations and biases—DAILY.

He now understood what it REALLY meant to DIE DAILY!

Yet, he was also dying-within.

Trapped in a religious matrix---he was too afraid to swallow the red pill so he consistently ingested the blue pill every first Sunday along with his communion cracker and Welch’s grape juice. Each Sunday symbolizing a deeper commitment to living a shaded existence—based on others perception and possible rejection of spirituality.

He desired to be….FREE yet lacked the courage to break the mode of his dictated belief system. He was tired of eating scriptures…when his palate craved wisdom.

What he didn’t understand—was that I saw him.

Felt his never-ending battle and identified his presence amongst our conversations. I could recognize the energy of his desired freedom—therefore I geared the conversation towards inner enlightenment. When he struggled with his prayers being heard—I posted instructions on meditation. When he battled with relational concerns with his sons, I shared writings of my friends addressing the conversations between Father and Son. When he lacked sexual attraction to his wife, I posted erotically stimulating pieces—serving as an invisible muse to his love life.

We were one---in the midst of a world full of duality.

Finally, he got the courage to ‘like’ a post. He came out of hiding—willing to risk it all in order to let me know he was forever grateful for my continued inspiration. He pressed the ‘like’ button—stretching beyond his hesitation—and pressing the boundaries of his limitations. Just as he did—his flesh reneged—and he quickly clicked the button again---in spite of the palpitations of his heart.

He was not ready—to release the role he played so easily. He was unwilling to walk through the door of uncertainty to truly experience the encompassing peace of Divinity.

Not yet.

Maybe the next status.

Maybe the next post.

He continued to coast along with the host of friends, followers and facebook family…seemingly undetected.

And I let him.

Because I understood the battle encountered when fighting oneself and the projected images of society. So, I allowed him to peruse my writings religiously---because I knew he desired to eat a meal which was prepared prophetically.

Even as I write this piece, I feel his spirit quicken at the thought that I can possibly see him—through the computer screen; feel the energy from his fingertips hovering above the keyboard. Wondering if the longings from his heart were attracting my insight too radiantly?

He was afraid to be seen…not by me….but by himself.

So, I consistently type, inspire, enlighten and tap into the Divine Source for spiritual direction. Silently creating the intention that he will one day shed the mask of duality—and embrace the invisible unity—of the Divine.

MORAL: As a writer, poet, wisdom teacher and/or scribe…always realize there is an invisible audience that may never like a post, comment on a status or share your works—this does not mean they are not being illuminated by your Light. Our lights are not always for those who are in the open—it is for those standing in the shadows.

Be an Illuminator!

~Amala

NOTE: The 'He' in this piece is not meant to be gender specific. The main character is anyone who silently reads and receives enlightenment....I see you--and love you...infinitely.

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