05/12/2021
I rarely post a long quote, such as this, but here is a lengthy passage from Dr. Thomas Blackwell's diary (31st Miss Infantry) describing the night of December 4, slogging through the mud in a rainstorm and camping on Moreland above Coffeeville.
About 4 O’clock in the evening, the rain began to fall, at first gently, but as night approached it became more violent. Still the column pressed forward, plunging through the mud and water in the darkness, over slippery hills, through foaming creeks, across muddy riverlets, bog, bog, slip, fall, and slide as best we could until the hour of 11 at night when we received orders to bivouac on the banks of a creek some seven miles from Coffeeville, and the rain pouring down in torrents. Kind and gentle reader, have you ever spent a night in the rain and cold, after a day of excessive fatigue and toil? If so, you can appreciate our doleful condition on this occasion.
(the eye) that has been hurt while the other is weeping profusely in sympathy for the ill usage of its fellow, you lose sight of your footing and fall rolling over into a gutty and find yourself nearly immersed or rather submerged in the turbid roaring current, and spreading out your arms to protect your body from serious injury, you lose your load of wood which has been gathered with so much toil and under so many difficulties.
But the rain continues to fall, and the cold to pinch, and with many execrations on your “bad luck” you first gather yourself up out of the gutty and after shaking the water from you dripping clothes, you set about gathering up the lost “tons” of wood, which you had just let fall. This accomplished and each having added his contribution to the pile, the fire is kindled near the trunk, and on the south side of some fallen tree, soon, despite the falling rain the ruddy blaze of the fire lights up the surrounding gloom and you look upon the faces of your companions, to find that they too have suffered the like mishaps with yourself.
And now while the fire burns gaily and cheerily, each related with glee his own particular, personal misadventure and all is forgotten in the present enjoyment.
But soon the appetite reminds the luckless soldier that he has eaten nothing since 3 o’clock in the morning. This is, indeed a serious matter for his consideration, but how to meet the demand is more than he can devine, for the “three days rations” have been consumed; the wagon with the commissaries and the cooking utensils are in the advance, where they may be parked for the night is more than he can tell, and supposing that he had any desirable quantity of commissaries and cooking utensils combined, how is he, dripping and wet as he is, to cook his food while the merciless and driving rain is railing in such copious and relentless fury? There is no help for it, and he is compelled to forego the enjoyment of his “beef and bread” and go supperless to bed for the night.
Start not, gentle reader, at the suggestion of going to bed under such circumstances, for I assure you that the weary soldier is not to be cheated out of his sleep by such, to you, apparently, desperate surroundings.
The query is now raised, and it is soon definitely ascertained how many blankets there are is the mess, sticks are soon cut with forks at one end, and are firmly set in the ground, the one at the point intended for the head and the other at the point for the foot of the bed. Then a pole is placed in the forks of the upright sticks and a blanket, the largest and best in the lot, is thrown across it and the edges brought down and fastened to the ground, giving it the outline, when viewed from head to foot the appearance of the roof of a house in miniature. Slight trenches or ditches are made, by the aid of pocket knives, or bayonets, in the land around the spot sheltered by the spreading blanket, and soon the remaining blankets are disposed of so as to afford the utmost possible protection from, and comfort in, the falling rain and sweeping wind.
And now for retiring to bed, which is done by drawing the hat over the face to prevent the falling drop, drop, drop, which percolates through the woven tissues of the blanket from giving the sleeper unnecessary annoyance by falling on his face, in his eye or maybe his ear, the knapsack properly placed for a pillow, he lays himself down with his feet to the fire with his wet boots or shoes, as the case may be, on his feet and drawing the remaining blanket over his weary body is soon in the dream-land where he revisits his home and his fireside, dreams of table spread by loving spouse or tender Mother and covered with the delicacies of home which have been prepared in anticipation of the long desired return, the union proceeds; the board is spread and surrounded by bright faces and dancing eyes of the little and loved ones, all bright, happy and joyous.
The soul is filled with a quiet happiness by the contemplation of the scene; the dishes are, one by one, all uncovered and the odor of savory dishes, prepared by careful hands that know how to cater to the particular appetite floats in grateful clouds to the olfactories and the hungry, worn and weary soldier is about to gratify his sharpened, goading desire for food, when, alas, alas, drop, drop, drop into his face, the merciless rain wakes him from the pleasant union which erewhile had beguiled the soul from the weariness, to the full consciousness, that the water is not only falling upon him from the clouds, but is running in slices under him and all around him.
The first oblivious sleep past, he only sleeps by short intervals, and still conscious of his uncomfortable condition; and when he turns himself, as he now frequently does, the wet blankets turn with him and clinging, from their saturated condition, closely to the person, places the movements under a restraint that is tiresome and most uncomfortable. Often he lifts his hat from his face and turns his eyes in the direction of the eastern horizon, vainly hoping to catch some sign of approaching day. But alas, the hours now are neither winged nor rosy in their flight, for it is still the relentless drop, drop, drop falling with measured regularity and unvarying certainty upon his face, neck or elsewhere, always giving the most vivid and painful sensation of discomfort. Such is a true but faint picture of a bivouac in the rain, and such a one I spent and shared with Capt. I.L.S. Hill, on this occasion.