12/04/2020
Isolation can be both lonely and difficult. But it can also be utilized for reflection and finding inner peace, if sought after properly. I have found that, since isolating myself back home on the family ranch, it is easy to slip into the mindset of, "When will this just end already?" And that is a difficult mindset for me personally to remain in, for with it comes feelings of discomfort and melancholy that are not easily combated by my own efforts to cheer myself up. I've found that while it is difficult to summon the willingness to get up and face the day with a smile on my face, it is not impossible. And while at first, I felt my mood was on a steep decline, the past several days have shown me that there are in fact things that I can do to help me along with the struggles of dealing with my mental health and general well-being; things that have proven to me (yet again) that even though everything isn't what I would like for it to be, everything is OK. And that is a good feeling: knowing that we will be taken care of, that we will recover from this disaster, and that there is still light, love, and joy to be had in the midst of all this darkness. To whomever is reading this today, I hope that you know that you are loved, you are worth it, and that YOU CAN DO THIS. I look forward to seeing you on the other side of this whole thing, and I hope that you have a wonderful day today. Be blessed, my friends. 💛