23/12/2024
End of the year, winter break, Costa Rica trip 🇨🇷:
I’m on my way home from Costa Rica now, and I really wanted to just take this trip for myself. As much as I usually love journaling throughout trips, I’ve felt too mentally exhausted to do so recently. So here’s my recap of the trip & some background:
2024 was a rough one for me; I struggled with funds, felt ever so burnt out from my busy lifestyle, went through the worlds worst heart break, got senioritis so badly, and have been trying my hardest to find a good plan for post graduation. This year has almost felt like being in a small sailboat in the ocean during a storm, with each battle feeling like I’ve hit another giant wave, but we’ve been keeping afloat!
This year was a year of lessons and growth for me; I’ve learned so much about myself and what I want. I’ve really taken the last few months to truly reflect on my life and I’ve taken the time to get to know myself on a deeper level.
With all of that being said, this trip was a healing trip for me. I decided to come to Costa Rica because I have such a love for this country and it always somehow feels like home. This trip made it my third time here:) I went to beach & surf towns, spent my days exploring the coasts, walking for hours, and reflecting more on the year. My first few days in Costa Rica, I spent by myself, taking the time to gather thoughts on how I want next year to go, as well as plans for next year.
I spent the first half of my trip exploring beach/surf towns that I’ve never been to in the Nicoya Peninsula. The last time I was in this area of Costa Rica, was before my first year at Gvsu; when I was 19 & learning how to surf in tamarindo. Since then, I’ve been dying to check out the other towns in this peninsula, so I made sure I did that on this trip!
About a week into traveling, I found myself in a tiny beach town called Montezuma, and I fell in love with it. It had the prettiest beaches, bluest water, and listening to the waves every night while being in bed was so healing. It was in this town that I made a few friends to chat with for hours, play volleyball, and laugh with as we went for nighttime swims in the ocean. I talked to one girl from Canada for nearly 3-4 hours on my last night in Montezuma, we had such good quality conversations.
It was also in this beautiful town that I had another meaningful conversation with a guy from California; he spoke about the beauty in having nothing. He said that when he has a void in certain areas of his life, he thinks about it in terms of having an empty vase. “Oh the beauty in that, endless possibilities. You can fill that vase with anything you desire, and isn’t that lovely.” He had no idea how much I needed to hear that shift in perspective, It was such a good reminder. There’s so much beauty in the unknown.
For the second half of my trip, I made sure to come to my favorite town in Costa Rica; puerto viejo. Whilst on the way, I met a guy from Poland & he talked about how much he hated puerto viejo, but I couldn’t disagree more. It’s rare when I find a town where I weirdly feel so very at home in (it’s only ever happen twice whilst traveling), yet this town has done it again and again.
I spent a whole day (from 6am-9:30pm) traveling to get there since I was coming from the other side of the country, but man, when I woke up to puerto viejos beauty, it made it all worth it. There’s just something about this town that touches my heart. There’s a bohemian charm, it’s on the Caribbean, the greenery is gorgeous, the wildlife is amazing, the small businesses & cafe culture are fun, it’s where the jungle quite literally meets the sea, and the vibe of the town is one giant pura vida.
It’s a simple way of living, where you bike everywhere, open/close businesses on your time, and everyone is so kind. The only main downfall of this town is that it tends to rain year round, mostly in the mornings & evenings- but the trade off is awesome wildlife!
On my first day in puerto viejo, I walked around the town & it all looked so different than I remember it being like 4 years ago. In the evening, I went on a beach walk for sunset and found the spot that I had one of my old profile pictures taken. Seeing that same spot and walking along the forest/beach, made me start to think about the last time I was there. I remember feeling so lost, yet so found that summer in 2021.
Back then was the first time I really questioned who I was, I took that summer to gain a good sense of self. It made me laugh a little because here I am, four years later, asking myself the same questions; “Who Am I? What do I value? Who do I want to be?” If you would’ve told me four years ago that I’d be here asking the same questions I was asking myself back then, I would’ve called you crazy. The good news is, my answers have changed drastically, and for the better. It’s so beautiful how we as humans are always changing (and hopefully evolving) into new people.
My time in puerto viejo consisted of going to my favorite bakery every morning for a Nutella croissant, waiting for the rain to pass before exploring the town + neighboring towns, then making some subpar pasta in the evenings. On one day, I biked 22.5 miles to/from cahuita national park then hiked around the gorgeous nature.
I met some more great souls whilst being there; two guys from California fully convinced me of getting lasik eye surgery in the future, on one of the nights. 😂 And on my last night in puerto viejo, I met the most amazing group of European solo travelers (+ one Canadian), we went out to four different parties to celebrate my last night in Costa Rica, then got breakfast together the next morning. I met another amazing soul on my ride back to San Jose, we talked for hours on the bus and he convinced me to visit Washington DC in the future.
Overall, this trip did exactly what I wanted it to; I got to relax in beautiful places and be alone with my pretty little mind. I got to make connections with people from all around the world, and indulge in the nature. I got to see wildlife, swim in the ocean, and bike along the coasts. I got some more clarity about my needs and desires. I reflected on areas of growth, as well as all of the good that I bring to the table. I was up with the sun for sunrises, and went to the beach for sunsets. This trip was everything I needed it to be.