Widow/er Restart

17/07/2023

Second marriage is never like the first one, it is complicated. Being a window of my 2nd husband has been truly agonizing full of grif and sorrow. The only thing now that's keeps me up and saint is traveling. So I do my best. My companion is our little dog 🐶 who we loved very much. Here some photos. Soon I am leaving the apartment we shared and starting a journey as a wandering travelers until I will be ready again to settle down. Tel Aviv, Zürich, Lauterbrunnen, First, Grienwald, Luzern, Annecy...on the close horizon we're traveling also to Miami,South Europe. I hope by then to understand what life is holding for us, myself and my dog.

25/06/2023

So here we go, First I went to Milan, thinking ok I got to go, back from there I realized I have a hard time getting up expecting my husband to be next to me, and he is not. The post is still coming for him, all the taxes and other bills like he is around. Everyday, new mail for him. I can't seem to touch his belongings, and I feel like I am stressed out totally. No one ever talks about a sudden death. No one. There is this void, this voice in the most strangered moment,is he hearing me? I had to leave again. Of course with "our child" Energy. First we went alone to Interlaken area in Switzerland,only a day trip. Then a week later to Annecy France. The train system in Switzerland were great. In France not so, but ok. We got there. I had to change hotel, and then we got re-charge. Yet, we have to go home and Gerdy isn't waiting for us excited we're coming back, is it home? Here are some pictures from both places I visited within two weeks:

26/05/2023

We started,we both miss our Gerdy, we are now first time traveling knowing he is not waiting for us to be back. First try alone. On our way to Milan.

25/05/2023

This page is for the people who became widows/er's. Who lost their halves. It's very hard to restart, but we have too. We all have to find ourselves again being alone now. So I am welcoming you all to start Ehering your experiences.

25/05/2023

That's it, vIt has been nearly 2 months. 2 month of sad and long days without seeing any future. So yes I went to see Family and recharged my self, back again in the house we lived. I find myself talking to him, consulting , making jokes, remembering,looking at every photo...and then for 2 month forgot that I have to pay bills...now I also realized I have to do what makes me happy..and I will as he always reminded me how important it was to do what makes one a happy person. So we start.

Traveling solo was my perfect way to happiness,his was chess game, piano and gym.so tomorrow first time by myself and our dog,or child, we go...we try as we know he isn't waiting for us. Will start healing doing our best.

Widow/er new start life Adventure again after loosing loved ones