20/09/2023
This is long but I feel I need to be open with everyone.
This past year I've gone through a lot of changes. Sobering up, losing almost 50 lbs, and finally getting the help I need for my PTSD.
But this week I face a difficult choice.
Some but most of you don't really know I have 2 kids. I have to see if they get adopted by their step-dad. I'm torn because part of me is glad they have a loving father figure willing to do this. The main reason I'm here though is because I never gave up on them. This last decade has been a sh** show for me really. Job after job, struggling to make ends meat.
I can never make up the time I lost with them but I know God will do what is needed and I have faith.
If you are still reading I want to thank you for your time and want you to know I love each one of you. Part of my plan is to start helping others with their mental health. Helping others is what has been healing me the most.
I may change my business to non-profit and go at it that way. Adventures With Shiva your "Trail Therapy"