03/09/2013
In my mind if I just grip tightly enough I would stay safe and be protected I did not realise I was acting in a controling manner
and the more i did this i realised hey i'm not in control at all!
I thought I was just trying to make sure all were happy, I thought it was from a place of love. I have now learnt that
this is not the case and that's ok I needed to forgive myself and understand that we all make mistakes and thats how we grow.
Continuing with my inner work and surrendering this issue to the divine, In stepping back and pulling myself up when i started to control.
Now life has started to flow in a more natural rythum, the kaos in my personal life seems to be disapearing,
yes challenges arise but i now feel more equiped and confident to deal with them.
I have been laughing so much more and inturn the mirror of life has been laughing to!!!!!!
it's amazing how from looking at things from a different and positive perspective can change your life and life is meant to be enjoyed!!!