11/03/2024
I thought my healing would come from the apology of those that wronged me.
Till I realized they, too, were unhealed and waiting on those who wronged them… those that made them into people who hurt others, to also apologize.
I realized my apology might never come.
And if it did, it would take too long. I would be walking around, unhealed, bleeding on everyone who didn’t cut me. Perhaps, in my waiting, I would also hurt others who would also be waiting on my apology so they could heal.
So I purposed to heal. For me. If they reach their healing and offer an apology later on, that’s alright. But I’d be so healed that I wouldn’t even need it anymore.
