03/02/2023
17 down 16 to go.
A quick update on the ongoing treatment. What can I say. Thought the worst, dreaded the idea of being sick and tired.
Physically I am good. My understanding that something inside needs treated. Keeps me wondering why I look healthy and don’t feel pain that I am getting this radiation treatment. There is something inside me that needs to be removed.
The mental side of it is understanding that taking an e***a everyday empties your bowels and fill your bladder to 400mls (now the urge to p*e comes strong). Those moments when you feel tired kick in. The same routine everyday at 11am. Those things that you are not used to getting up through the night to p*e, those days when your feart to fart 💨.
Kept my mind busy having things to do takes away the thought of getting up and going to hospital.
The Staff at radiotherapy unit have and are superb. We have had laughs and chatted throughout the sessions with only two sessions ended up in tears.
Listening to northern soul each day as I travel to the ward walking wanting to practice my moves as another great track comes on. Listening to more tracks than the top 500. The voice …..the words of a song can make you smile or shed a tear. ( this bloody hormone treatment has effected my feelings ).
Will be out and about while the treatment continues another three weeks from today and recovery ❤️🩹 for three weeks. Taking me into mid March 2023. Scooter weather and coffee times.
It’s ok not to be ok. .
Photos of me recently out and about and last northern soul night before treatment started.