19/12/2022
Prayers 🙏 for healing! 🕊️. Diagnosed with breast cancer. If I were to choose an illness it would not have been this one. Ductal carcinoma, triple negative, metastatic breast cancer. No cure. There is treatments. Praying they have a cure one day because the treatment is no walk in the park as my medical oncologist said. Born with a congenital anomaly in my breast, that then at “64” years old decides to grow into cancer. Never been an issue, always looked normal, breast fed both of my kids but it was always there. Surgery is not an option because the congenital growth is entangled into my body since birth. The past two years have been stressful for me, not sure what caused it and it definitely was not how I eat. I apologize for not being on social media much since my mother passed away a year ago. It has been so difficult for me of her passing along with my health issue. The medical care I have been getting has been excellent and I am grateful for everyone ❤️. Using different modalities for healing with allopathic, holistic and food as medicine. Said to my oncologist I am not afraid to die and that if I have done the work I came here to do that I am at peace. Praying to God that if I am still needed I will stay. Love life and am grateful for all that I have experienced. My sister said when she would ask our Mom, how I was, my mother would say to her “She doesn’t have it easy”. My mother was my best friend and knew all of my dark challenges in life that I have had to deal with. Some of it which I have shared with others. It has made me who I am today to stay humble, not judge others for their experiences in life, love unconditionally and listen to others pain that they have endured. Thank you to my family and friends who have listened to me cry, share my pain with them and have loved ❤️ me unconditionally. We all have our dark past to deal with and some have it worse then others. A saying I hold on to is God only gives us what we can handle. A friend said turn this into something good where you can assist others. Amen! 🕊️
