09/06/2020
Human Beings are control freaks..wether we choose to believe this fact or not it's a fact!
we like to be in control of everything and the idea of losing control makes us go crazy! it sounds to us like a total chaos .. and that's becaues losing control means a total change ! and to completely let go!
it scares us and feels like being shattered apart .. letting go means leaving who we thought we are behind and being totally free of what we thought we want!
this is why we end up being in a Job we hate.. living in an „ugly“ house being in a toxic friendship or relationship .. this is why we get stuck in difficult situations! because subconsciously we somehow know the consequences! which means that we are still in control .. even though it hurts or has a bad influence on us! all that matters is that we are still in control .. we know it's bad for us, yet we still do it .. ignoring the results that are definite to happen and once it happens, it hurts us like hell.. but somewhere inside we knew it would happen!! and the shock and pain are so bad but still not as bad as the delusion of „losing control“ being more painful!
Letting go on the other hand .. and completely be free, is scary for us !! it's the scariest thing ever!!.. because you do not know the consequences! because you lose control and be vulnerable and expose the true YOU ! not knowing what will happen and how it will end up ...and it's when you get to face YOU!
being completely free is the hardest most difficult choice ever! all the pain and drama afterwards are nothing but delusions .. but they make that one second of choosing to shift to being free sounds like eternity of hell ! when it's actually the door to neverending happiness joy and fulfillment... it is the actual Paradise!
that one moment, when you burst out of the fake world you are in .. is the same moment you let go of all the fake beliefs that are making you stuck heavily in a loop and being blind to the loopwhole that's just infront of you ... that shifting moment of realisation is the door to authentically knowing what you want and how powerfull you are and worthy of having it all ! the moment to allow yourself to lose control and have the ultimate power and freedom!
Ps: i hope the Facebook automatic translator does'nt mess it up, but english is the easiest way for me to express my thoughts and feelings ..