26/10/2022
Part 7 and the final piece to telling my story
Let me start by saying being alone is not an ideal situation - it helps to have someone to talk to. Unfortunately being the reserved person I was at some point, shutting myself out from the world was my solution and that almost destroyed me, literally. Dear readers, depression is REAL. You feel like tearing open your chest because of this excruciating inner pain that will not go away, no matter how many buckets of tears you fill.
However, even though I was exhausted mentally and emotionally, I had to push myself to fight and be strong because 515 needed me; those 44 individuals I spoke of in Part One needed me; my daughter needed me and more importantly I needed ME. Besides my family that has been extremely supportive since day one, I was also fortunate to meet a wonderful family, in Mutare who opened their doors and hearts. Just talking and sharing with friends and family what was eating me at the core of my being made a huge difference and slowly I began redirecting my energy into positive thinking and actions. This included training under which really helped in improving my business management knowledge and skills.
Back to 515.........so unfortunately schools had closed and travel restrictions were put back in place so 515 was at a halt again but therein lay an opportunity.
Restricted movement meant people could not access supplies, groceries etc from point A to point B, especially with the boom in online businesses. This is where we came in with our minibuses. We removed the seats and began transporting goods through a door to door collection and delivery system.
Fast forward to present day .....515 is still standing and I am still standing. I do need to mention that one of the things that helped a lot is the team. The drivers that I have now are the same drivers I started off with in 2018. Despite being let down, or going for months without salaries or the instability that rocked the company, they have remained with me. So it's like we are all in it together, helping each other and pushing together as a team.
Also being accepted under the AWEC Cohort 5 has been life changing. I mean here I am telling my story.
In conclusion I would say :
*There is no one like you, so be you and where you can, strive to be the better version of yourself daily.
*It is never too late to do what you want and live a satisfying happy life that also seeks to help others.
*The past may have rubbed you the wrong way, but perhaps that rubbing is what was needed so you can shine bright as you discover your true self.
*Notice the patterns and break the cycle. If it's toxic, why tolerate it?
*If you believe in your dream, one day the world will. Don't give up.
Thank you.