I always wondered about the destiny of those who can't pay the fairy man, who died and noone cared to cover their eyes with coins or those who weren't taken by the valkarie or just was left behind by the solar bargues, i guess deportation officials should have answers for these questions.
A long post for personal venting,
I remember one day in sead we had edvaldo ernisto teaching us and for those who are familiar with depth movement it's a very physical method of movement.
At that time out of fatigue I had some kind of injury in my left pectralis major turned out after that it was just knote formed of overuse that just needed some rest and tender movement, yet he was so keen to make me an example of lack of will and motivation and also to make a speach about how contemporary dance in the world is becoming weak and needs more strength and determination.
Long story short that's usually how normal days in sead used to be anyway after some time now I can reflect and say fu** contemporary dance and fu** all kind of strength and disciplines that glorify aplism as an exclusive form of expression, I'm now more at ease with my body weakness /strength or whatever you want to call it my body can express and I can express I'm aware of my history intellectually (history, readings, conversation, interests, poetry and all others) and physically ( as training, knowledge, and all others)
And its what its and I'm okay with it and will use it and add to it and love it.
The video is a chance to show off my plants and dancing on my bed doing my usual movements.
The music is downtown by l'enterloup and it sounds so Egyptian.
Since I share all my sad news, I think for a change I will share also my good news and things that I'm excited to,
I'm collecting letters of intention of potential collaborations in Germany, to be able to move there soon, if you are familiar with the process please contact me if not and you are a Germany based dance artist or performer that can help and need more information don't hesitate to contact me.
The video is for attention and sharing what happened on a nice day with @di.bobb in unipark Salzburg.