I'm a very vibrant person and can deal with others.having the fear that i know its the prospect to learn and to unlearn the different view and challenge of life.Its not an easy thing to describe how hard to live with out the facts and to get the truth on the reality. I am very strong-willed and proud, but intensely private and not easy to know well. Behind my quiet exterior lies a great deal of em
otional depth, sensitivity, complexity, and also fierce determination. When I want something I go after it rather quietly but insistently and wholeheartedly. I am not a person who lives lightly or superficially. I want to live passionately and intensely and am not averse to challenge, danger, or to facing the darker side of life - human pain and struggle. I function well in crisis situations and often seek them out, for I enjoy the feeling of living at full capacity. In relation to others, I am rather cautious, sometimes even suspicious, until I get to know and trust them - and trust doesn't come easily to me. When I commit myself emotionally to someone, be it friend or lover, I am intensely loyal and devoted to them and I also expect the same kind of unwavering, undying loyalty in return. If I am ever betrayed by someone I care deeply for, I am capable of hating and retaliating with as much fervor as I once loved. In fact, I am intensely involved and often jealously attached to whatever I care about, be it person, idea, or cause. There is definitely a streak of emotional fanaticism in me. Because of my natural reserve, others may see me as something of an enigma. I am quite self-protective and often defensive. I am, in many ways, an eternal child. My mind is bright, alert, curious, flexible, playful, and always eager for new experiences - and my attention span is often quite brief. I grasp ideas quickly and once my initial curiosity has been satisfied, I want to go on to something else. I crave frequent change, variety, meeting new situations and people. It may be hard for me to decide just where my talents and true vocation lies, for I have a multitude of interests and am loathe to limit myself by concentrating on just one. I am easily distracted by all of the other fascinating possibilities. My curiosity and restlessness propel me into many different experiences in life, and I am willing to taste or try anything once. Doing the same thing over and over again, even if it is something I do well, is real drudgery for me. I am comfortable in either a crowd or by myself, and spending time alone or with company is equally enjoyable. When among others, I tend to stand in the foreground, although I may not always wish to take the position of a leader. Instead, I seem to prefer moving between the role of leader and follower, as the situation requires. I keep a moderately active social life; I am generally on the lookout for excitement, but certainly don't require it. I tend to keep a fairly positive emotional outlook, and people can usually count on me for some good cheer. i rather recommend to all of you to be part of my sense of humurity and the like...heheeh...copy cut.....
