28/09/2020
Todays Post and caption are completely unrelated, it is about what happened to me/us yesterday.
I still am not ready to share this because my Sunday still feels like dream / nightmare.
I had a normal Sunday planned which was to have a family lunch in Porto and then go back and do some fall and Halloween shoots.
We came back before the rest of the family, parked the car in the garage and happily climbed up the stairs to the living room, I entered and saw half the things lying on the ground and asked my boyfriend whether there was an earthquake in Porto, Portugal. That is the only thought that came in my head because this is how alien I am to crimes!
And then he said "Go down and wait in the car" and he dashed upstairs , the moment he said that, then it actually dawned on me that there might be people.
And I just froze on the stairs going down to the garage, scared (because your mind becomes your biggest enemy). I was scared of the garage, scared of the cars thinking of millions of scenes how a person could just spring from the shadows/ blind spots.
In a few moments which felt like ages I told myself I have to move, trembling I didnt think it wise to stand in the garage because there were 100 hiding spots that I could think of. Somehow I went for the switch that opens the garage door and ran outside.
But the wait over there was killing me too. Becquse then I kept thinking what if I boyfriend is in danger, how do I help him? I had nothing to defend myself if they charge at me! And all this happened at broad daylight at 3.30 pm.
At last, luis came out and said noone is inside, he found the point of entry. In some time, the rest of the family joined us. The main bedrooms were turned upside down, with jewellery and locker taken. But thank god , our work laptops , my camera kit were not taken.
The police and investigators came next and it wasn't until 9.30 pm that we were free.
But I just learnt one thing about myself, about how I deal with fear and how I hate feeling helpless π¨ and I have decided once I go back to London , I am taking Martial arts classes.
Stay safe
&
Keep that dream alive π