āSilently, one by one, in the infinite meadows of heaven, blossomed the lovely stars."
Jackš¾
Itās been a week. One of the worst weeks of my life. I truly donāt know how to grieve the loss of Jack. Itās taken me a week to read the comments from everyone, and my heart aches for those that have gone through this type of pain. Itās a different heartache than losing a human but devastating nonetheless. Animals are so pure, so happy to love us under any condition. They are perfect. Thank you all for being vulnerable and sharing your stories. My love goes out to each of you. ā¤ļøāš©¹
Jackie boy had cheese pizza and real chocolate. He had visitors and lots of love and attention. Haley painted the most beautiful portrait, and I know Jack inspired her to do if for me. I love you Haley. Thank you.
Jack had his final golf cart ride down to the lake (normally heād be hiking or at least walking), and Joey never left his side. It was a beautiful day under the circumstances. He was ready. He was only holding on for us. But Iām sad and lost, and Iām not going to be okay for a long time. I shouldnāt be. I wonāt be. And thatās okayā¦It was Jack. Jack was super special. One, not only, in a lifetime, but really several lifetimes.
If you should ever be in need of at-home service, I cannot recommend Lap of Love highly enough, moreover, if youāre in the East Tennessee area, ask for Dr. Allie Prokop. I think she may be an angel. She explained the process step by step, and stayed with us for hours in accommodating all of Jackās final needs.
As the sun set, we all three embraced him for him one last time at one of his favorite evening walk spots.
I'll be seeing you
In all the old familiar places
That this heart of mine embraces
All day through
I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you
Until we meet again my sweet boy, Iāll be seeing youšļø