12/17/2024
“When you’re young, you feel like you’ll always have another opportunity to catch a big fish. There will surely be more. But, when you get older you realize that one day, sooner or later, you will catch your last fish. That giant trout I get to hold for those few moments may never see me again and I may never see her again.”
Jay Watkins offered some perspective the other day during a webcast with He was discussing his relationship with the fish, what makes big trout so special and how he values them even more in his later years. What he said struck me. It’s easy to get lost in the grind of chasing these fish. Obsessing over every detail, breaking down the weather, patterning the bite, relentlessly analyzing and evaluating the variables... I’ve often been guilty of looking too far forward and not staying present during the catch. I’m already thinking about our next shot, dissecting the last eat and hyper-focusing on the task at hand. This incessant analyzing is what makes me a successful guide, but it also robs me of a genuine “be here now” mindset. What I should do is appreciate the moment and the fish for what it is: a core memory. That fish may be the first of many, or the last of a lifetime.
I appreciate your sage advice Mr. Watkins. This season I’m going to slow down, stay present, show gratitude for each moment and keep that phrase on repeat: “I may never see her again, and she may never see me again.”
Pictured: The first of many for this young man. 7 lbs 27”