02/09/2024
About three weeks ago, I went in for my annual mammogram and was told there was an area of “asymmetry” that they needed to check. My doctor’s office couldn’t get me in for the diagnostic mammogram until the end of March! I couldn’t wait that long. Even though my brain knew that this was probably no big deal, my body reacted to the trauma of my past cancer treatment.
I was so stressed. My back was so tight. My emotions were always near the surface. I did NOT want to re-live chemo, surgery, losing my hair. 😭 We chose not to tell our kids because they, too, carry trauma from when Mom had cancer and we didn’t want to worry them unnecessarily. 💔
I was able to get in for my diagnostic mammogram earlier this week and all is well. 🙌 I am so relieved and so grateful. 🩷
In the middle of all of this, my 4 year anniversary of being cancer free came and went. I was afraid to celebrate it if my cancer had come back. But I’m still here! I am here! Four years cancer free!!! 🤗
For those of you fighting cancer, I’m sending you a big hug. You can do this. It will be ok. And if you need to talk, I’m always here. ❤️
This song is by a mom coming to the end of her fight with cancer. Sending so much love to .janice and her family. ❤️